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Oh! Great teleporter to worlds anew
How you make my heart race
I kneel in the presence of your creature summoning from a dozen to a few
While reminiscing my last encounter with you as I sit chained to a desk wishing for a faster pace

Without the savior-like glow of your power switch
My wearvy soul would have been lost under the waves of stress
This torment that can only come from school, such a dark place of bewitchment
When the bell rings for the final times, like an axe coming down on this session of torture, I find myself rushing through the halls hard pressed

Upon coming home, tired and winded from my long journey, I drop my school books and push everything away
If only for that sweet bliss of being lost within a more appealing world, which I play for the rest of the school day

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Just something from AP english IV I wanted to share with you.

tranquilwind

Hope you Enjoyed the strange thoughts coming from our heads. Hope you didnt mind the format... like I said.. thought it would be confusing.
Give tranquilwind a hand everyone! It was his first time playing Angeal... I think he good job too ^^ Yeah for Angeal's samurai attitude... sort of.
Anyone else notice Genesis being mentioned once? O.o He's probably hiding behind a potted plant somewhere watching.
No offense to Genesis but for some reason he's easy to make fun of... so is Angeal in an odd way.
Well Stay Tuned for the Next Episode! *cheesy grin*

 I've been having this idea lately for a fanfiction but I dont have the ability to write it since I'm balancing my other fanfictions and my up coming AP tests next week. 
So I leave this idea with you guys for anyone else who might want to write it.
Idea:
Okay my idea takes place in Crisis Core between the time Zack finds Lazard in Gongaga and his final fight with Genesis.
---question: was anyone else thrown for a loop seeing Lazard as the only human Angeal Copy?---
Well I dont know but I would think Zack was thrown for a loop seeing Lazard in his winged shape. If I were Zack I would have called Lazard by Angeal's name at least once because of the matching face. 

So my idea was that during a night while Cloud, Zack and Lazard were making their way back to Banora to find Genesis that maybe they pulled over and camped out in a little clearing not easily seen by anyone walking by. Well Lazard said he was changed mentally because of the piece of Angeal within him so what if that night Zack decided to lay down for some much needed rest since there was another set of eyes keeping watch.
As Zack sleeps Lazard watches him and after a while realizes he's considering the younger man in a way he'd never done before. Almost like he could feel his body being pushed towards Zack. 
I mean other then the suit and lack of muscle he's a dead ringer for Angeal even his Voice at time sort of sounds like him unless he really tries to be different. 
I was just thinking of Lazard creeping over and touching Zack gently and yeah.
Pretty much Lazard taking advantage of his changed appearance to get a piece of Angeal's puppy. Although it can be debated whether or not Lazard does this on his own or Angeal influences it to make his lonely little pup feel better.

So there you! My fanfic Idea.
Enjoy.
Hope to see someone take it up but if not that's fine.

Did you guys like the first person of that chapter?
I'm trying to do the second chapter and am not sure if I should do Angeal's point of view in first person.
Maybe the first two chapters could be first person.
hmmm... Then when Angeal finds Zack it can switch to third...
......wish I had a real title for this......
I have it as Dreams Fade on word but that doesnt really fit to me...
hmmm... >.<

I cant figure out how to change the wallpaper on my PSP.
I've done what the book says but my photo menu still says "No Pictures Found"
What am I doing wrong?
I put the memory card in my computer, went into the PSP file and got the pictures from the saved data folders and put it in a Photo folder I made inside the PSP folder.
I put it back on in the PSP and it doesnt read the pictures.
I'm upset and I've looked in 3 places and it tell me the same thing. So I must be an Idiot who's missing something.
What is it?

I kinda like having an avatar that shows the main pairing on my stories and this leads to my problem.
I dont have one for AngealxZack yet... and they are hard to come by. I mean I could use the one for myself but that doesnt really fit.. plus its poorly made thanks to your basic paint program and windows movie maker.
Sooo... can anyone find a suitable avatar for me? Please?
*Big puppy eyes*

Hmm... Now I remember why I dont like Japanese Sites.
Which is sad since I'm in my fourth year of Japanese Class...
For some reason any pictures present on the site dont show up on my computer.
I can find a few Zack... and a couple of Angeal but none of them together.
Mostly the sites show up as Hiragana, Katakana, and Kanji...
-_- 

Yes! After my third try today I finally passed my Driver's Test!.
About damn time too those people are so slow and they mark you down for things they dont see because their faces are in their papers.
Oh well... now I dont have to see them again for the next 4 of so years.

Also, I'm thinking of an AngealxZack fanfic but I'm not sure how to carry it out.
Here's what I have so far... I was thinking it could take place at the end of Crisis Core and through some creative thinking I was hoping to have Angeal not really die when Zack think's he did (if Genesis can do it then damnit I'll have Angeal do it too) and he finds Zack dying -or dead- on that cliff without Cloud around and through some more creative thinking brings Zack back to life and when Zack wakes up he is in completely different surroundings. And yeah... I dont know if I should involve Sephiroth, Cloud and the others in this yet. But what do you guys think of that idea? Yes? No? Ideas? 

Not sure if you all will agree or disagree but I feel the need to talk about the lastest chapter of Final Fantasy VII.

First of all, I loved the graphics! Which leads me only to think how pathetic it is for Dirge of Cerberus, a PS2 game, to have graphic worse then that of a PSP game. You'd think if anything the handheld would have the poorer of graphic like they normally do in the past. This was probably the case to make up for DoC.

Dont get me wrong. I like Vincent Valentine, he's one of my favorites characters next to Cloud and or course... the sexy Sephiroth. And... it was a nice try to give us more on Vinny. People are always wanting to know more but I think one of the big reasons it failed was because of the battle system. I stopped playing it when I got to the second round of fighting with that plane... Dragonfly, I think it was called? I, personally, suck at shooters... I spend more time aiming and when I have it the enemy is in my face... >.> Another reason, sadly, is because Vincent... just isnt a important character. He's opitional in the original game and is one of the only characters that you dont see anything special out of in Advent Children. Yes, he was there during the creation of Sephiroth and was in contact with his real mother but he doesnt do too much.

Zack, on the other hand, is more important to the story line. Without his journey in Crisis Core Cloud would never have come to center stage. And Sephiroth and Genesis would be duking it out over who gets to destroy the world.  

When I first got Crisis Core I wasnt expecting it to be very good. But although it was short I found I liked it. I cant say the leveling up/limit break/ and summoning engine was good. Original, yes. Interesting, yes. A pain in the ass, Yep. But the way I see it... its kind of like a trade. Unlike the original game... you have more control over Zack in battle mode so in return for this you lose some of the control you had over the summoning... limits... etc. I find it funny just how much of the world Cloud comes to know was effected by Zack. 

Another thing I as surprised about was Angeal, Genesis, and Lazard. I thought the adding of these characters would tear the story down a little. Like in DoC I didnt really care for any of the new people. 

Genesis: Interesting character, kind of the 'Sephiroth' of the game before the real Sephiroth has his melt down. I didnt really like him constantly quoting 'Loveless' but it was fine I could deal with it. His English Voice wasnt horrible... though I'd have preferred Gackt's voice since it was his face. (which leads me to hating the fact there is no options menu on Crisis Core... :( I really wanted to change the language to Japanese. I love Sephiroth's voice then... his english frightened me a little. It just didnt fit.) Also... I like Genesis's outfit... though I think I prefer the half woven look the coat has in DoC's secret ending.

Angeal: This guy surprised me. I didnt care for him when I first saw him in the previews... He looked like he could be Zack's father. (And then there was my friend who shall remain nameless *cough**cough* TONY!*cough**cough* who said Angeal had the same face as that Prince Charming guy in Shrek.) In the end I love Angeal. He was so... lovable... He means well but seems to have a low self-esteem. Which was sad. I mean he would have been so much better off if he just came to the realization that if he cared so much about how other viewed that should have been a clue to him that he wasnt a monsters. Monsters dont care how they're viewed by the public. Plus, I think some degree of his choices was both bullying and guilt from Genesis.
Zack was so willing to help Angeal in his time of need but Angeal just wouldnt listen. It was sad... 
Plus Even the Angeal Copies behaved differently around Zack though. Yes... they did try to kill him but it seemed that because of Angeal's fondness for Zack it wasnt the same type of aggression. Angeal never wanted Zack dead --very un-monster like-- he was, in a way, continuing Zack's training. 

Lazard: What can I say about this guy? Not a lot. I though he was creepy looking and for a while I thought he was Genesis undercover... Dont know where that thought came from. He looked like him at an angle. Funny how he was really the opposite and was an Angeal Copy. Felt sorry for him though since he didnt think he'd turn into that. At least he was an Angeal Copy and not a Genesis Copy... no telling what he would have turning into. He was the only human Angeal copy, wasnt he? It's nice to have one copy that Zack could talk to and get answers back from. Kinda gives more insight into what being a copy was like. I dont know how Zack could have looked Lazard in the eye and not called him 'Angeal' by mistake or maybe fallen into a short state of sadness.

:Questions:
Just some questions I've had and maybe you'll have some fun answering them:

1.)When we see Hollander again and he's turning into a Genesis Copy I have to say Why did he make that choice? I Know he said he did it to protect himself after genesis tried to kill him but he knew Genesis was degrading. So why choose Genesis after he praised Angeal and called him Perfect? (Oh yeah, he couldnt get a sample hehehe)

2.) What was up with Sephiroth cracking jokes?! Funny yes.. but creepy too... He smiled so much too. I was so used to having him being cold and twisted that I never thought he could tell a joke that wasnt aimed at insulting someone *Cough**Cough* Cloud*Cough**Cough*

3.) At the end of the Game... Why did Zack die? (I know the reason) But if he really wanted to.. he could have used a pheonix down... or Cloud! who could suddenly moved and talk... could have helped him but no he just lets Zack die and walks away dragging the buster sword --which Angeal is probably pissed about. Why? Because didnt he say that scratchs and rust would be a waist? Well I think Cloud is scratching his sword by dragging it across the ground.... and! Using it as a grave marker for Zack. Exposed to the elements... Rust.. moss... So happy Angeal is dead otherwise he might beat some sense into Cloud. lol though other then that they probably would get along just fine.

4.) Do you think Angeal really died? I remember from a manga that some believe that if one kills themself then they will never be reborn but if they die through either natural or through are killed then they are reborn. Angeal seemed to be a coward at the taking his own life if it tormented him to be alive so much. He kind of used Zack as his choice of death. At the same time. Hollander said Angeal was perfect and Hojo said he would have been fine if he came back to Shinra... Before the final fight with him... he didnt seem like he was degrading, right? He looked pretty healthy to me. It was only after the fight his hair changed color and he was weak. Couldnt that have been just because he over did it?

5.) Not really a question but funny to think about... Zack was called "puppy" throughout the game because of the nickname from Angeal. You know that wolf that had a habit of following Cloud around from time to time in Advent Children? I think that wolf was Zack reborn into a new life. Sort of a body he could use to watch over Cloud and the others. If that is the case... I dont know... I find it kind of Ironic that he was called "puppy" in Crisis Core only to be reborn as a wolf later.

6.) Just had a thought I've heard a rumor that there will be a Dirge of Cerberus sequel because of the secret ending with Genesis. If that's the case who do you think the hero would be? Usually the villian and hero are connected like SephirothxCloud. So if Vincent is the main hero in that game I dont think Genesis would be a good villian for him. I mean, he could pull the whole 'monster' talk with Vincent but that isnt really anything Vincent hasnt heard before. Now Cloud... Genesis could go after Cloud since they did meet, though werent introduced directly. lol Then again Sephiroth would probably come out of the shadows and kill Genesis for trying to take away his enemy.

Sephiroth: *hisses while holding Cloud close from Genesis* Back off... this one is mine.

Genesis: I think that's for him to decide... *smirk*

Sephiroth: *glares and looks down at Cloud*

Cloud: Oh crap... *sweatdrops*